Pride

Song: Hanako Oku | Garnet

Maybe my feelings for you were pushed to the side and eventually dried up. But perhaps I've been fighting to keep that one drop remaining. The question is whether I want to grab on to it, or to let it go.

It's so muddled now. I don't know what to feel.

Perhaps one reason I want to hold on is for my pride. My stupid, stupid pride. The fact that I wasted everything, spent hours being jealous at people who stood no chance, if I were to just let that all go, my pride would not forgive me.

Why can I tell so many people my feelings, but it is so hard to tell it to your face?