Good Grief

Although it feels like the endgame is near, I can't help but continue to have doubts. Sure, I love you. But I also feel that you will annoy the hell out of me. Some of your mannerisms and habits annoy me a lot, and I doubt you will or can change them.

But, we've come too far, and the only way to go is forward. We cannot back out now. It will either end well or not. If it doesn't we will lose each other forever. It happened to my friend, but that's a story for another time.

I don't know what to do. Gosh, I'm making a stupid big deal out of nothing. God, I hate everything.