Ponderings

Sigh. It's been a while since I posted here. What's there to say? Summer... you get all hyped up about it, but when it's finally here, you're stuck at home because everyone else is off in some cool exotic faraway country.

Really sad that my computer crashed recently. Well... it's been crashing for while, it just got worse the past few weeks. My dad wiped the main drive, but that didn't solve the problem, so he reset the entire computer. For some reason, my drive, which is separate from the main drive, also got wiped. I lost all my data. I don't really care for my music and videos, as that eliminated my bad habit of hoarding everything, but some things you can never get back. Chat logs. Sigh. Oh well. I managed to get most of them back. What's done is done. Currently rebuilding my library of music. I also lost some of my writing. Good thing I posted them on the Internet/already had them handwritten, but I can't seem to find two pieces that I really liked. I thought I printed them. Sigh.

Life's good? I think so.

Sometimes I feel that the emotion isn't strong enough. Alere flammam. Nourish the flame. Keep it burning. However, I sometimes wonder if it will last forever. Sometimes I get second thoughts, but another side of me feels that after such a long wait, I should stick with my final solution.